my demons were big and well at home with me.i cared for them. kept them well fed too as my emergency room visits would say . i had no plans of going past 25 yrs and i accepted it as destiny . but at 24 yrs , i met a girl who was self raised and alot stronger than i was. i felt i finally had some purpose now. i helped my demons pack their bags and tried to undo all the damage i did to myself. went home and dumped my old girlfriend of 6 yrs and made her dump her boyfriend of 3 yrs and we've been together since 1984. im now 66 yrs and haven't looked back once. sometimes you just need a stronger rock to keep you grounded . so your company is my life which is why i keep buying from you. sort of a mental renforcement, you might say . the skull with the lightning bolt is going on my right hand soon so i can always remember . that's my life and now you see how your company fits me. thanks alot.