After the birth of our third child in 2005, I somehow worked my way into a pretty dark period. I was as far away from God as I think I could have been. There were actions and thoughts rooted in pornography that were completely out of character for me and the enemy was driving the car leading me further away into a bad place. As the years went by I had gotten away from much of what was dragging me down, but in 2018, some things from 2005/2006 surfaced that nearly caused me to lose my job. From that point forward, I have leaned very heavily on my faith, found God again, and now feel like I have all the tools I need to fend off the enemy, or shall I say the only tool I need....God! I have learned that I can throw all my battles at His feet and let Him fight alongside me. Nothing is too big for Him and when He is by my side, I am strong.
