My name is michael edwards and im 32 last year i lost my father it came as a surprise to us all he ended up with a blood clot but what makes it worse is im the one that found him in bed and i have trouble getting the images out of my mind i dont know if i have depression but i just try to cope and think of good things i mostly just try to work so i dont think about it to much i think what demons behind me is doing such a great thing and hope everyone just keeps up and keeps moving