20yrs ago my life started with being involved with the wrong people living the fast life drugs, guns, extortion you name it I was there. 4yrs ago a week before my mother passed away she literally looked me eye to eye and said " YOUR NOT MY SON! DON'T COME AROUND ME OR MY FAMILY EVER AGAIN " when I Begged her that I was going to change now I'm 4yrs clean and turned my life completely around