I was raised in church my parent didn't know how to deal with my siblings as teens. Mom beat my sisters as oldest got into drugs. Second sister they call her a slut. Dad turn on our mom beat her for attacking the girls. My brother drank hard but they claim boys should be able to do whatever. After each sibling grew up to move on early. I feared being the baby my turn was close. I met a great guy they tried to break us off my only flaw. I was a good kid in track, cross country, horses, 4 wheeling. The day came I tried to leave my mom caught me in running air out the door by my hair pulled me back in. My boyfriend saved me that day as he told them that is enough. I got loose and ran never looked back for years . I wouldn't return home. They hated my boyfriend now my husband of 29 years. They now like him I had to go thru a forgiveness to them. Trust been hard to me.. We had our struggles but we made it to God. Raised 2 kids own, took in 2 nephews-sister bipolar, now teen sons 5 yr daughter and 2 grand girls.