In the past I have dealt with depression, suicidal tendencies, and anxiety. I have mostly kept it hidden from everyone. Friends and family talk about suicide and how cowardly it is to just end your own life. I would often think to myself, have you ever had the barrel of a gun in your mouth? Do you know what it tastes like? What it smells like? I do. Do you know how many times I didnt have the courage to pull that trigger? How do you explain something like this to someone that hasn't had these issues? I have since dealt with these demons and put them behind me. Thanks for letting me share. This is what Demons Behind Me means to me.
