Well, Not be as depressing as the most but here goes.
Demons Behind Me....Basically brings me to my failure to make both personal and financial relationships work.
I've lost both my Ex Wife, and my potential partner of an Ex Fiance work due to my work habits and my personal boundaries. Now, Both have led to a relationship with bourbon and elicit substances to "kill the pain".
I'm Done with that. Now focusing on putting all the "demons" of my previous relationships, (yes 20+ years) and putting everyone elses wants/needs/ideas ahead of mine. It's not a drug addiction or family issue here. It's MY issues.
I put everyone I care about ahead of ME without thought of when I need something (and nothing is forthcoming).
Enough said. Demons Behind me.
My life from here out is Mine to control.