I went into a dark place following a triple fatal fire in 2016. The ensuing Trauma Therapy found I was carrying the demons of 30+ years of being a firefighter. I struggled for a long time to understand what my demons meant, and wanted. After a year of therapy I began teach about Traumatic Stress to first responders, and their families. I have touched over 2000 responders since 2016, with follow ups letting me know I have helped MANY responders from fighting their own demons.