Jerry S.

When I was 14 I was molested by a friend of my older brother, because he was considered the straight A student, top boy scout, altar boy and then me average student, stood up for both my older and younger brothers, in trouble because school was hard for me and didn't fit in well I decided to keep it to myself and not risk being called a liar or being believed and then dealing with the jokes and stigma of being abused(this was the early 80's) so I didn't say anything dealing with life the best I could. 30 something years later it came out in its own way while I was driving my bucket truck at work(had a panic attack) crashed my truck. Thank God no one was hurt and it took another 4 months to connect the attack to the molestation and the first 2 years was horrible because I had I doctor who just drugged me up, but I finally got rid of him found a better pych, and discovered therapy. Hasn't been easy battling every day but at least I see hope. Ty for listening, Jerry