My story starts on the day before my 2nd birthday, my sister passed away from side, and at that point my mother lost her mind, a year earlier my father had heat stroke and fell, and had severe brain injuries. Fast forward to 12 when my mother just disappeared. I am 46 now, and been dealing with severe depression, anxiety, alcohol addiction. I had a wake up call recently and it was at the point I was going to loose everything and everyone that I love. I am getting sober for my life, and my family. And counseling to work on my issues in my head. I'm moving forward from here on out, and not looking back to that mess of a man I was. Loving life and myself more and more.