So my story goes like this I was in the army and deployed to Afghanistan in 2011 I got blown up a few times......no big deal right? WELL at the Sametime my mother lost her battle with lung cancer RIP mom then due to ptsd depression and anxiety I fell into using drugs to help cope BAD choice! I'm still fighting my demons to this day and am now going through a very hurtful divorce and haven't been able to see my 2 year old in almost a year BUT HE IS WHY I KEEP PUSHING! To be the best me possible HE IS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME ALONG WITH HIS MOTHER AND BROTHER.....my step son but unfortunately back in July of last year my demons resurfaced but I'm not out of the fight I'm proud to say I've been sober ever since me and my ex split I would do anything to change being able to be back together a d have my family whole again but that will never happen unfortunately and that's OK i will never not be there for my son AND IM GLAD TO FINALLY SAY ICE PUT MY DEMONS BEHIND ME! F#CK THE PAST! ITS ALL ABOUT THE FUTURE NOW!